Most stressful time

Usually a contemplative time

but it often seems like

the most stressful time is december.

All things have to be right.

There‘s so much to do:

buy presents, bake cookies…

Yeah, these are all nice activities.

You say it‘s too many and yes it‘s true.

They say you should take

your time towards the end

of the year to come to rest

don‘t bend to be better.

Doing less for the others,

and more for yourself

But how should I do that

Waiting until twelve

Towards the end of the year,

have often a bad mood.

It‘s not an intention, but fear,

more pressure and no roots.

They say you should take

your time towards the end

of the year to come to rest

don‘t bend to be better.

On the other hand, it‘s opposing.

I look forward to christmas.

Oh the doors already closing.

I try but it goes wrong again.

Theres a fight with myself,

leaves no room for this way.

Is that selfish? I guess.

Havn‘t a solution, through I pray.

They say you should take

your time towards the end

of the year to come to rest

don‘t bend to be better.

Maybe the right answer

lies under the christmas tree.

Baucause all I want is you

to see happy with me.

Dezember, 2019